Lift Up Your Head

It, then, becomes not the realization in the mind, or even the feeling in the heart, but, when complete, it builds, rising like a tsunami in the ocean, water swelling over water, builds and builds and accumulates into a climactic revelation of the soul

Do you know what I mean when I say “I don’t wanna be alone” –Jars of Clay in “Work”

And too many things fall into place for it not to be true and real like the way Maddy felt about FOXFIRE the way they were sisters and are and YOU’RE MY HEART Maddy and all one and none alone

And it all makes sense in your head and it is sinking, slowly, into your heart to make you see see see that something is new and real and revelation coming over your soul and even your body your toes tapping on the ground like little energy and everything makes sense

the lust and passion

the constant seeking to gain the approval of others even in their f****** low f*** eyes

the having to look around of the heart to have a new flavor of the week

the sex

the in the face of such a HOLY Redeeming God who has saved himself for us do the same

But then the sun comes up and up and now you can see it’s all bright and warm too and lift up your head because you’re already holding me and you say

Do not be worried about your life

Come to me all who are weary and heavy-laden

Lo, I am with you ALWAYS

Even to the end of the age

So what then?

I am not alone, but I am free